Ahhhfgahfgk, as the date gets closer I kind of have mixed emotions. I’m really excited to live in Wellington, I fell in love with it when I visited last year. I’m also really excited to kind of ‘start over’ and meet all these new people and have not one thing in my life be the same as it is now. Also, my favourite people, Anna(lise) and Twinny (Steph) are going to be right by my side so wherever we go we’ll have fun! However, I am really nervous. I’m scared to leave home mostly, but I’m also scared to leave my friends because I know that leaving means that everything will change and I hate the thought of growing distant from the people that I feel like I couldn’t live without right now. These past few months I’ve been happier than I’ve been in a long time but god, the timing has been terrible. I’ve lost things that were really special to me because I am moving away and it’s made me question whether or not everything happens for a reason and perhaps I could be walking away from all the right reasons and never even know. But I guess you just have to take a risk sometimes, cross your fingers, and hope it’s for the best. There are days when I feel like I don’t think I can do it, like it’s not too late to just go to Auckland, but I won’t let myself down. I’m going to move to Wellington and it’s going to be the best decision of my life :)